I don't get it

Okay, some things I just can't fathom. Like how some people can be so cruel. Take for instance, my ex-husband. Friday night he wanted to come over. For only one thing, I'm sure of. Anyway, he text me and I never answered because I was busy moving my new roommate (and best friend of five years) in that night. Well, the texts read like this:

8:47: Sorry I missed your call.
9:30: Baby?
9:45: Who are you with now?
11:38: I'll be there in 20 minutes and I'd better find nobody there.
12:10: Your (sic) nothing but a horror (sic) and a slut. Never contact me again you slut
12:14: Wish I would have never have never (sic) married you. You're nothing.
1:00: Never contact me again.

Okay - WTF? All I can fathom is that he came by and I didn't hear the doorbell and he lost it. I mean, he definitely suffers from borderline personality disorder but this is ridiculous. I would never say those kinds of things to someone. I don't understand why he has so much hate. That really hurt and I can't understand why anyone would say such things.

To make things worse, Bill (my best friend) and I went to PF Changs last night. We got up to the bar and some guy sitting next to me was flirting with the bartender. When I looked over, that guy happened to be my ex. I simply walked out. There was no other way to handle it. Pretty much put a damper on the entire evening.

Bill and I want to run away to Key West. We're taking the first week off in January to check it out. I can't wait.

First Day

You know, my roommate is moving in today after my soon to be ex-husband moved out and moved in with his mother. What an idiot. My roommate has been my best friend for five years. I should've married him instead. Don't you just hate it when you are really attracted to someone and yet you find you have nothing in common with them except for great sex and when you find someone that completely understand you and you have so much in common with them yet you aren't at all attracted to them.

That just seems to be the story of my life.

Work is getting old lately. For some reason my ADD is in overdrive and I don't know how to fix it. I'd rather be Farking or reading a magazine. They don't pay me for that so I have to quit doing that before they quit me.

I just ate a Clif Protein bar. I regret it because it had 43 carbs and I'm trying to lose some weight by avoiding carbs. I've lost some weight but not enough. Need about another 10 pounds and I'll be happy. But are we ever really happy with our weight as women? We're our own biggest critics.

I need to get some work done if I want to get out of here at a decent time.